A Poem; “An Experience of Nausea”

by writeyeranezine

OG photo taken in Belfast, 2017(?)

i.

The shattered self

and an ill sense of being.

Light a faint cold purple,

accepting of penance and repentance.

ii.

Spooked by the death of god

and developing understanding

of a thousand others,

living inside of all of us

every day,

at all times.

iii.

Fall into warm familiar darkness,

cosmic sadness.

Oscillator; contentment or resentment?

Anger.

Utter disgust.

Sheer hell, a construction.

Devastation,

despair.

iv.

The slow unravelling.

Surrender.

Adequately translate

thought to mouth,

words and tangible,

reality-based action.

v.

Damn the deconstructionists,

who enabled eugenicist mind control.

Clowns weaponising meaninglessness, ignorance.

Fuck poetics.

Constant nails down the blackboard,

third eye squeegee time.